Sheesh....I'm being tested to my limits with frustrations galore. I hate that my journal is turning into day after day of issues. Where did my goofy, happy stuff go?
I did talk with my mother yesterday. She wasn't upset with me at all. I was also able to discuss my uneasiness with her to an extent about my brother. She didn't disagree so I'm thinking she may have some clue. There was an issue with her will which didn't bother me until I mentioned it to a close friend at work. My mom took me out when I was going through my divorce. I never heard that she had changed it back. I didn't care because I've been given enough but I didn't consider the fact that there are also three grandchildren involved. Relief but brief until Megan got home from work.
Megan told me her dad is giving her a 1989 Escort with 30,000 on it that was his mother's. Bad, bad feeling. He never gives anything away with worth that he could sell. I told her under no circumstances to sign anything because I had a feeling he would want to sign it over to her. And that is exactly what he wants to do. No way..... He's moaning about it costing $400 a year for insurance. She said she would pay him the insurance money. Again, no way. She has been wasting money all summer which is angering me and stressing me. I found out how much she will get back to live on off campus from her student loan. She is barely going to cut it if she is conservative, which she is not. She thinks this is a joke. So, back to the car....my ex bought an inspection sticker off of someone he knows. Not permitted in Pa. but it's done. I would take it to my mechanic to check it before it gets driven. Bottom line is she will not have the money for gas; she doesn't need a car this year because she is close to campus; she needs to concentrate on her grades; period. God only knows how I will get this through that thick skull of hers. I cannot keep feeding her checking account this year because she is too irresponsible to pay attention to what she is spending. I estimated her utility budget and rent. Sort of flipped me out. And yet, I dont know for sure. Her roommates are living their now. I've been telling her for weeks now to call and find out what the utility bills are. Has she? Nope.
So, her dad, once again is not planning to give her a cent toward school. Grrrrr..... What he is planning to do is pawn a car off on us that he can't sell. How he can even consider putting his own daughter behind the wheel of that car is beyond my comprehension.
I hate to whine yet again when others here have so many issues far worse they are dealing with. It's just been a month of endless stress for me. LOL...I cringe when my cell phone rings.
But I do have the day off tomorrow. Sears is coming to install my compressor. I sure hope they get here early because I want to float in my pool. I have to go move some things around in the family room so they can pull the darned thing out of the wall once again.
I'm tempted to take Tuesday off as a "mental health" day and try to regroup. I had to cancel the trip to Myrtle Beach due to lack of funds. I know Becky was disappointed but understood so I have plenty of vacation time to use.
Seriously, I do hope the spinning slows down so I can get back to my old self again. I was reading my old entries and wonder where that person is now.
Lots of love to all of you.............